It is always important to be part of a family. We can not ignore that family play important role in development of our personality.They are overthere to support you, teach you,guide you and learn from you.It is also a unique sensation to feel connected by someone,and never feel alone. In my case,everytime I think about family,many things comes to mind,like the happy and sad moments.I think about the dreams,wishes,and things that I have seen,done,and acted upon.But ,what impact me the most was the absent of my mother in my early childhood.
As a normal kid,I was full of ambitions,wishes,determination,and a strong belief that the future reserves me beautiful things,but at same time I new that it would not be easy.Even though,my mother was not on my side,I did not let that take over me ,and It was not,because I did not care.I loved her so much,that I did not know how to fill the hole of my sadness and solitude.No one knew my real pain inside me.It is because I have never showed them,just not to hurt them too.That was the way that I found to overcome my problems.We had very few contacts on the phone and exchange of photo for many years.
Many years went by,I was still counting days and nights,for the moment that I always wanted.Meeting my mother was always one of the my first goals in my life.So,last year ,2011 I decided that was the the for me to meet for the first time.After months,and many calls I got her number,so I call her,and did not notice that was me,talking to her.When I told her that was me,she could not believe,and starts to cry.Few minutes talking to her,I told her that I was going to Netherland(EUROPE) to me her,she was speechless.She could not believe that we were about to meet after many years.So I went to Netherland,at the airport,the first time when saw each other,was the best and undescribable moment,and I could not stop her from crying.Two weeks,an unpredictible journey,changed my life forever.I learned how to really have a real mother by my side,and how to be a baby again.Unfortunately,I had to come back to E.U.A,and once again I felt sad feeling because I leaving.At the airport,I look at her face,she was very,very emotional.I did not wan her to feel like that but I had no choice.
To sum up,It helped me understand that everybody,need and have to believe in themselves.Nothing in our lives change over night.If we really want something,we need to go after it,don't metter how hard it is.Also I learned ,that life will not be always,the way we want,and there is no 100% satisfation.
